Unspeakable Conversation

Once, when I was still in college, my group of friend asked me to write them a lyrics. I said i couldn't because I'm not the type of poetry person. But they said that would be fine.
So I made them one. But they didn't like it. they wanted me to make the other one, the full of sweet words lyrics. But I've had enuff. It was harder that I thought.
ANd suddenly, last night I remembered that story. I have maintained to forget that I've written this, as I think its kind of humiliating me. I mean, me... making a lyrics? oh Puh leaseeeeee.. But neway... when I tried to write it again last nite, I still can remember every word of it. Surprising, huh? remembering the fact that I tried so hard to forget this.

Will this end up as confrontation
Or the beggining of reunication
I have no Idea, Coz we're stuck on
a very long unspeakable conversation

Should I love you for this
Or hate you to hell
I have no idea, Coz we're stuck on
a very long unspeakable confrontation

Unspeakable conversation
the very way of heart violation
Whether you mad or even sad
I don't care for you don't will to share

Unspeakable conversation
The very way of Heart violation
I'm dying to cry but gee I'm shy
And you don't know as I don't want to show

Unspeakable conversation
The very way of heart violation
I have no idea, coz we're stuck on
a very long unspeakable conversation

Dan sesudah nulis ini gw baru sadar kalo dalam kamar kos gw ga ada kertas...
Mana bolpen gw ga nyata pula....
I should take my Danamon block note soon :D

aYo MeNYaNYi

Everywhere I look I see her smile
Her absent-minded eyes
And she has kept me wondering for so long
How this thing could go wrong.

It seems to me that we are both the same
Playing the same game
But as darkness falls this true love falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart.

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable and I don't understand
I could never hurt the one I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable.

Days like these no one should be alone
No heart should hide away
Her touch is gently conquering my mind
There's nothing words can say.

She's coloured all the secrets of my soul
I've whispered all my dreams
But just as nighttime falls this vision falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart, yea.

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable and I don't understand
I could never hurt someone I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable.

Don't hide your eyes...

Tiba-tiba kemaren kepengen banget denger lagu ini...
Hmmm nanti malempulang ke rumah. Ada ga ya di list MP3 gw... *wondering*

Gw suka musik.
Selalu suka...
Tapi gw memang bukan orang yang terlalu musikal. Gw bisa aja berhari-hari tidak mendengarkan musik. Kangen, iya. Aneh, sedikit. Tapi gw baik-baik saja.

Gw juga suka menyanyi.
Makanya gw selalu senang diajak karaoke.
Gw juga selalu senang saat temen gw dateng dan bawa gitar ke rumah, karena berarti gw bisa nyanyi-nyanyi :)

Sayangnya sekarang ini gw udah ga pernah dengerin lagu lagi. Jadi maap" aja kalo gw sama sekali ga tau lagu baru. Makanya sekarang gw suka bengong dengerin orang" bernyanyi bersama, karna memang gw tak tau lagunya...

I miss the time when I know all the songs :P
Masalahnya memori gw juga ga sekuat itu. Walaupun mungkin gw tau lagunya, kalo udah lama ga gw dengerin biasanya gw lupa dan baru ngeh pas di pertengahan.

Ya gitu deh...
Ayo kita nyanyi vulnerable sajaa.....
hehehehhehe

Jeles..

Tapi ga jelas kenapa...
Ga jelas juga sama siapa...
Jeles aja..

Penting nggak sih?
Nggak ya?

Hmmm

Yawdah deh ga jadi... [-(

I Miss You

I miss u
I really do

I miss the way we talked
I miss the way we laughed
I miss the way we shared everything
On a date that were amazing

Now we're getting closer
And know each other even better
The road we walk become further
And the feeling I have even harder

But then we start to argue
What's good for me and what's good for you
That was the day when I felt so blue
Until the time you said 'I love You'

I miss you
I really do
I miss the old you
Though I still love the brand new you

But please please please, just do hug me
And give me the apology
No need to bring all those thingie
Coz what I need is you next to me

Halah... kenapa gw jadi mellow gini ya?

KeSaL!!

Di kantor gw, untuk dapet izin sakit harus ada surat dokter dan kopi resep.
Pas kemaren gw masuk Rumah Sakit Nyokap gw lupa minta kopi resepnya.

Dan bodohnya gw, surat keterangan masuk RS gw ilang.
Dan rumah sakitnya nolak ngasih kopi resep karena gw harus kontrol dulu, sedangkan gw ga punya waktu untuk kontrol.

Tidak diapprove cuti sakit gw.
Potong gaji
Mark on my performance record.


yeah rite...

tHe BouNDaRieS

Hal tersulit dalam suatu hubungan adalah menyatukan pendapat dan menerima kebiasaan.
Gw tau dan gw juga setuju kalau perbedaan dalam suatu hubungan malah bikin hubungan itu seru dan menarik.

However, kita juga tetap harus beradaptasi dengan kebiasaan dan sifat" baru orang lain tersebut. Dan ini bukan hal yang gampang.

Terdapat perbedaan pendapat tentang batas kepantasan antara gw dan dia. Dan ternyata hal itu menjadi masalah yang cukup 'berasa', terutama karena dari awal kita berdua udah sama-sama sepakat untuk tidak berusaha merubah satu sama lain.

Bagaimanapun juga, perubahan itu toh tidak selalu buruk. Berubah menjadi lebih baik, kenapa enggak. Kayaknya sekarang saat yang tepat untuk belajar lebih tidak egois dan memperdulikan perasaan orang lain.
Karena sekarang gw nggak sendirian lagi...

I am very happy with this relationship.
And I will be more than happy to change, to become a better person, for the sake of this.
I tell you... it's worth..

SaYa KeMBaLi

Setelah menghilang beberapa lama :)
Saya kembali membawa banyak cerita..

Jadi teman-temanku.. pada saat postingan terakhir di bawah postingan ini di apdet, I was being hospitalized karena gejala typhus :D
Penyebabnya ya pasti kecapekan.
Jadi dari hari minggu gw udah mulai berasa ga enak badan. tapi teteub kekeuh kerja. Senin badan gw mulai panas dan menggigil semaleman, gw masih tetep kerja selasanya. Rabu udah ga kuat dan istirahat di rumah. Rabu malem gw masuk rumah sakit. Panas gw 40,2 dan sampe Kamis pagi baru turun jadi 39,5.

Rumah sakitnya cupuw.....
makanannya kayak ransum penjara
cowo ga boleh jaga malem *melirik iba ke ichoz yang rela menempuh 2 jam perjalanan dari Pondok Indah cuma buat nemenin gw beberapa jam saja*
dan sampe sekarang gw masih belom ngerasa pulih bener.

masih suka pusing.
tapi udah much better dibandingin kemaren :)

Kerjaan gw banyak banget, nih...
doain gw supaya semuanya selesai yaaaa